If Only

If you were here I would tell you that I love you, If you were here by my side I would feel safe, If you were here to guide me I perhaps would be different more like you, If only you knew the way I feel, the feelings I have for you, I love you dearly without any doubt the question is do you care? If you were to call at least once I would change, If you would tell me about your life I would tell you about mine, If you would try to communicate maybe I would listen and we could become best friends, If you would just be there for me I would have trust in you be open with you, If I had your support I would have tried my best in school, If you were to make us your first priority we would be the happiest kids, But instead you chose him, If you would have helped me with my homework I would’ve passed my test, Instead you got home and went straight to him, My brother has become an addict and you wonder why since you have given him everything, We indeed get the material things, but what you don’t realize is that you were never there just because, Yes you bought us brands, the so famous seven jeans and coach shoes the most modern luxuries, And all that good stuff, but you never gave us what we wanted, your attention and love, If you were to be here on my 15th birthday, my wish wouldn’t have been to have you by my side, You are not the perfect mother nor am I the perfect child, lets give it a chance…